so, i got back home from waterloo on the 20th... (yes, i've got 12 days of freedom... sweet miserable freedom) ...and since then it seems like i've had each day planned out down to the second. time with family, time with friends, time with the other group of friends, then the other friends. maybe i should stop running in so many different social circles.
on the same note, i gotta tell ya it's the strangest feeling in the world when you have/had a set group of friends who won't hang out together anymore. 3 or 4 won't get along with the one that you're closest with and it makes you feel like finland, being fought over by russia and sweden. in reality, i just wanna be switzerland. sit back and watch everything unfold... but that's not even realistic is it? gah.
so here i am. decisions decisions, and i'm the most indecisive of all. notorious for my passivity, i'm starting to wonder if i even care. i mean fuck it, i get along with everyone, that's just me and always has been.
people suck sometimes. friends included.
new years? hardest thing to figure out. 4 different places to be but only one me. maybe it'd be easier if i just stayed home and pissed off everyone??
more friends = more expectations = more commitments = more disappointments = poopy shit.
(that's the logic i've boiled it down to)
ah well, i'm used to it.
on a not so depressing note, shopping is by far my favourite pastime. i need more student loans before i go broke :) boxing day was delectable. FOREWARNING: new snowboard boots, here i come... maybe the snow will come with me...
i'll end with my fav saying at the moment.
if i were an enzyme i'd be DNA helicase so i could unzip your genes
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